Yiruma sarangyeyo

School is going to reopen for the next...4 days?

I feel bad this year because my results seemed to be worse and worse and WORSE.

These few weeks I was so busy with my church youth's events that Ive almost forgotten I'm going to be sitting for SPM.

DIES.

I just went to LV for haircut yesterday.

Pey Woei is in holiday until next year February then she'll be in IMU after that.

" I tell you ar ting hui, the holiday is so si gui long, and I can't live without studying even for only one week."

Sigh, I can't live if you ask me to study even for only the one whole week.

I wonder where she got all the passion for study, during helping out at his father shop?

I dye! I cut! I PERM! YAY!!!

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By the way, after the tiring Christmas celebration in my church, I'm like so pro in sound editing now. LOL, and because of the drama, I listened to so many classicals.

Maksim is still my favourite. He plays piano, Mozart plays piano too, then why am I loving Maksim only?

Because he's tall and good looking!

Mozart, erm... never seen him before so sorry la mozart, I still love your music!

For those who love listen to piano solo, you should go listen to YIRUMA!

I like his Kiss the rain the most. I remember Jee Hor was playing this song last time by just listened to the song without looking at the music score since he doesn't know how to read it.

So I thought it might be easy because if he could do it why can't I? We're from the same mother's womb, he eats and lives just as the same as mine.

I started to listen to that song a few days ago, night and day, non-STOP.

During the mid night I'll listen in by using earphone.

After the ear-aching of song downloading in my mind, I tried playing it yesterday. I started by catching the key and I FAILED. I gave up, and.....went to google chrome....and... googled YIRUMA KISS THE RAIN MUSIC SHEET DOWNLOAD FOR FREE.

==, and I saw the the key is A flat major? WTH la, so hard to play.

So I went to google Claudine by Maksim. A ha! C major! All white keys!! Then I decided to learn this song.

I hope I won't be giving up in at least for one week la, I'm those kind of "tiger head snake tail" person.

Just in case someday you want to listen to classical or piano solo song but you don't know which one is nice, take a look at my favourite song list down there.

Yiruma: Kiss the rain, River flows in you [ this song appears in twilight movie ( bella lullaby)], If i could see you again.

Claudine, Grieg's piano concerto A minor, The flight of bumble bee, Rhapsody on a theme of paganini, Chopin's revolutionary etude in C minor, Dance of the baroness, Canon in D, moonlight sonata.

“I’m Christian, and I am not a New-age artist". Most people misunderstand me.” - Yiruma

End world hunger

What would you do when you know that 15 million children die of hunger every year?

How do you feel when you understand that every 3.6 seconds someone dies of hunger? Oh yea you just spent 133 lives of starving people in front of the facebook per day.( i assume that)

You will mourn at in front of your computer and forget about it just after that?

You can actually make their life better. Way better.

By....... playing quiz!

I've found out a site where you can actually feed them by donating grains of rice. The main point is YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPEND A SEN.

For each right answer you get through the quiz, 10 grains of rice will be donated through the World Food Programme to starving people around the world. The more right answers you get, the more rice you will provide to starving people.

It's just a simple vocabulary quiz. Can you imagine that? You are actually learn vocabulary (as the level increases) while having fun and you are KEEPING THOSE MALNOURISHED CHILDREN ALIVE.

Here is the link ==> http://malaysia.youthsays.com/tinghui/freerice

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wonderwall

自从梁非凡的鼻梁上顶着那又圆又黑的墨镜，在排骨、杨阳和等人面前赏了擦鞋仔三巴掌后，我开始对这部戏改观。因为它的情节开始越来越难以predict。

如果你还不知道我在讲什么，你就是很outdate啦！

我在讲的是巾帼枭雄之义海豪情香港TVB台庆剧。

蛤？什么是香港TVB台庆剧？？

OH NO!你真得很outdate啦。。自己去google

这部戏呢，我可以很肯定日本人看了后会很懊恼，因为连我看了这部剧后，不想再踏入日本。

虽然戏剧的内容可能是虚构，但是怎么说都好少许都会使到身为观众的我变得很入戏。之前我在pps看了一部纪录片关于南京大屠杀。

如果你不知道南京大屠杀是啥，那你就很outdate啦，呃。。。。不，应该说是很update，update到历史都忘光啦！

南京大屠杀就是当年日本攻打中国时所进行的残忍行为和大开无理头的杀戒。他们随意强奸妇女，随意冲入屋子抓人，随意杀人。在戏中，我觉得剧组还不至于把日本人形容得那么那么的残忍，因为里头的向山达也帮了九姑娘。

我觉得这部比公主嫁到好多了。公主嫁到前面看了后觉得很无聊，但朋友说后面很好看wor。。。

至于刑警，也是其中一部台庆剧。我看了前面的10集，就放弃了。因为真的很typical，很容易predict 到后面发生什么事情。至于黄日华，我觉得他演戏很。。。。奇怪。我不知道形容他的感觉是什么，感觉他好像在背东西，因为他有时候的语调很慢节奏很constant，苗侨伟却正常多了。

我一直都很喜欢香港tvb的警匪戏，尤其是陀枪师姐。陀枪师姐简直是epic之作，到现在我都还记得想当年我姐姐每个星期去租片来看，那份紧张又刺激随着剧情变化的日子。

其中的有一个case到了现在我都还记得。就是关于人格分裂症的有一个男生。他是个智障，也是一个记者，也是一个杀人凶手，到后来演变出更多的人格。

怎么说都好，自从看了Fringe后，我不再对香港连戏剧存着那一份热诚。但是有许多我的朋友连碰都不想碰，== 。

fringe 是一部异想天开的tv series。它综合了各种的科学以及有待证实的facts. Parallel universe, passing through walls, 和等等。。

我现在很无聊，因为streamyx迟迟不能connect。

我生灰尘，生到满身都是

最近，我觉得我的生活很像独居老人。每天一个人在家，不是对着电脑，就是对着电脑。变得好乏味。

已经有好几个星期没有胃口吃东西，而且我觉得我的动作越来越慢，简直是不想动。

从上一次的大考后，我的掉发问题没有逐渐减少。而且冲凉出来后，身上出现红斑，痒痒的。

最近也有好几次胃痛，而且痛了好几天。

当时，我以为我得了绝症。TT，我还很年轻叻！

所以我妈就带我去她朋友那里做个检验。她说不需要blood test ，你只需要握着 two metal rods 而通过一个机器来检验你身上的每一个部分。

虽然没有clinic那种身体检验来得准确，但大概能检验你身上的毛病。

那一个玩意儿听说非常非常的昂贵。

为了我的生命，所以我就去了。

而检验出来，整体来说都很烂，甚至比我妈的还烂。而且我有zinc deficiency，那么就可以解释我为什么会掉发和等等的问题。

可是我妈每天像灌药般让我吃上很多保健品，应该不成问题啊！

那检验显示我的小肠吸收能力重度严重。。==，酱那些保健品不是很浪费咯？

我妈这几天不再灌我药，而给我喝一种助于吸收能力的豆奶。渐渐的，我开始不再对我妈煮的食物感到反胃，虽然我之所以会反胃的一小部分原因是因为食物本质的问题。

我还记得当我肚子饿得那一刻，是多么的激动，因为从那一次那伤身的大考后，我肚子饿的次数一直减少直到我最近觉得很反胃。

今天，当我告诉我妈早上我吃了清汤面和喝豆奶，而且在短短的时间内又吃了一盘炒饭后，从她的眼神我能说她是感到多么的成就感。。。okay，我承认是我夸大了一点，但显然得她是感到很放心。

在那一次神奇的检验的时候，我忘了哪一个部分也是显得不是很乐观，我妈的朋友就告诉她可能是因为迟睡的关系。

我妈：“你昨天几点睡？”

我：“两点。”

我妈：“我在问你晚上的时候，不是睡午觉的时候。”

我：“Erm。。。。。。。两点”

自从那一次的事件后，现在每晚11点钟，我必须要回房睡觉，我妈并没有妥协的余地。

搞得我早上7.30就醒了。刚才在车上她说：“早睡早起的感觉是不是很好叻！”

刚才我去sammy的家，跟她借了三本书 Beautiful Creatures, A Prisoner of Birth and Evermore。我告诉她我在家闷到竟然又读了已经读了第三遍的new moon，她简直是发狂似的 （她觉得new moon 很无聊），塞了三本书给我，命令我必须看完。

到现在我还是不知道她在激动什么。。

昨晚，我差一点做了很tarok的事情。我妈叫我send msg给我教会青少年的阿头，本来信息的内容应该是酱的：

Tomorrow cell group fasting prayer will be in bla bla bla, and you are going to in charge in bla bla bla, by your beloved cell group leader.

而我竟然screw up，变成酱：

Tomorrow cell group farting prayer will be in bla bla bla, and you are going to in charge in bla bla bla, by you beloved cell group leader.

我只是差那0.0001秒就send了，感谢主，我没有send到。如果send了，我应该被罚晚上8.00睡觉了吧。。。

你也许觉得为什么我迟迟不做结尾赶快结束这无聊的文章，因为这文章的性质和我一样----无聊。你就容许我继续写下去吧。。

从昨天开始，我家的streamyx很不稳定，隔几分钟就disconnect，好像在引诱我灌火水在TMpoint 。C'mon，现在是假期叻！

所以你不可以怪我正在写这一篇无聊的文章，因为这是唯一不需要上网就可以轻松写，虽然下面一直出现 cannot save your draft please contact blogger and bla bla bla....

好啦，不再折磨你们了，谢谢观赏！

回顾之十六篇

每一年，我都为我一整年所发生的事情做个终结。说真的，2010年是我经历过最多变化和改变的一年。

我很讨厌变化。

一旦习惯了一切后，变化带来不安和失落感。但是人生没变化。。。。我们现在应该是猴子吧？

今年，变化最大的是我的家庭，因为我多了两位姐夫。姐姐们嫁了出去后，最可笑的是竟然有很多人问我几时轮到我结婚？==

十年后的事情，现在开始盘问我会不会太早了一点？而且十年后，谁会在乎我结婚了没啊，应该是关心着又没有达成wawasan 2020吧？

最近二姐刚办了婚礼，我告诉你们，家人结婚是个很累的事情，而每次我想到我还有大姐和哥哥们的婚礼，我就已经觉得很累人了。我想轮到我的时候，应该都不想办婚礼了吧。。

今年也是我第一年接触到spm的科目。

很讨厌啦，因为今年的成绩是我一生中拿过最烂的成绩。50分的也有，60分的也有，70分的也有，80分的也有.....

再加上明年我跌班了。。。。TT

今年的新年伟朕出车祸。朋友出车祸对我来说是个很新鲜的事情，本来以为可以去买水果或是buah tangan 去医院探望他，但原来他在怡保医院住院，死鬼远咯。。

最近家里显得清静得许多，比起以前必须要6点起床抢厕所演变成现在我在厕所对着镜子傻笑半个钟都没人理你，说真得很可悲。

从今年年头我想要读些什么，到了现在年尾假期都还没想到。家人建议我去读律师，哈哈，想到自己在大庭广众讲话，我的脸就会涨红。而且背酱多的东西，我不晓得自己行不行。

唉，现在我只是希望人间有情，明年SPM出题的老师们可以大发慈悲。　

BTW，最近不知道为什么我就是提不起劲来，是什么问题啊？

Innocence only lasts for the last summer time.

YO GUYS!!

The examination is officially over! I didn't even feel that HAPPY after the PMR last time, because PMR it's like 5 days only.

And form 4 year-end exam lasts for 2 weeeks ++++

It's almost HALF a month already, and the last time I sleep at before 12 is a history in my life.

So now my eyes are panda-like. *Screw you!*

But if I study two months earlier, I wouldn't have to burn the midnight oil, because burning release carbon dioxide, use up oxygen and it's freakin tired!!

I simply can't be a disciplined student.

Do Mrs Tan hw just after her tuition. Instead, I went to sleep or Facebook.

Study Sejarah the day BEFORE sejarah lesson. Instead, I went to watch TV or Facebook.

Do add maths exercise consistently as if I will die if I don't do it. Instead, I COPY it.

I must admit something.

I'm a lazy student. I study at the ELEVENTH hour or even later during the examination.

Is there any remedy for the laziness?

Yea, the remedy is being not ting-hui-ish.

Whatever la, as long as these two months i dun have to be so tension. Do you know I have serious hair fall problem during the exam, so stressss la.

Especially when I was studying chemistry and physics, it's not like you do a lot of exercise or memorise the whole paragraph then you will understand. I hate it like that.

Understanding part is still not the major stumbling block for me, the most ugliest thing is staying focus....focus....and FOCUS.

I did 40 sit-ups whenever my brain stops functioning. Seriously, when I say my brain can't function anymore I mean it. It's like I can't even solve the simple thing.

Btw, sit-ups don't work. LOL.

Quote of the day * Last-minute-study is all about the freshness of knowledge, but fresh thing doesn't last long, so better apply the preserve way in your study!....*

中学~

宁静的午后，妈妈在洗衣服的重复声音，哥哥在隔壁房把音乐调到最高音量。

一个人躲在房间啃书，累了吃妈妈的红豆汤充电。

妈妈带着满意的笑容，经过我的旁边，身上散发出葱味和洗衣粉的杂味，默契提醒我说妈妈做了一整天的家务。

“加油！啃多一些书，就可以弥补不做家务的罪恶感”

晚上熬夜，有着和我同房睡觉的姐姐陪伴我度过漫长的夜晚。也许她的陪伴也只是睡觉，但是她总会在半夜时。。。

“OI，还不睡觉？”

“等下先啦，我快要读完了。。”

我喜欢她的OI，因为够亲切!

早上上课，6.30的早晨，一片灰蓝的天空，小鸡啼叫声，冲凉完后而冷到的刺激，穿上校服打上领带，找了十分钟的白袜----这一些，只有早上上学时能体会到的。

我喜欢背着书包在学校走了的感觉。

阳光斜斜地打在我的肩膀，互相打招呼的热诚。。。

“老师早安！”

“婷慧，你的报纸拿了没？”

“班长，等下先！！！我还没有抄完！！”

“慧敏，扫地。。。。”

“记得带班费么明天”

“Yiyeeerrrr，你有抽屉放书。*羡慕* ”

我想，我会很不舍得这一切。。。TT

哦买尬！

放假了，那种堕落且在电脑面前消遣人生的生活又开始了。

我想到目前为止，做过最有意义的事情是做Mrs Tan的功课。

哎，放假真让我又爱有恨。。。

再过一个月，就要考试了。上百个的Experiment等着我把它们塞进我巧而小的脑，还有像 Top洗衣粉般的 Sejarah 想洗我的脑，想得美！还有和我没缘份的Physics和等等的科目。。。哦买尬！

此刻，我需要的是动力和意志力。

最好是读几个钟头的书仍然好像在玩Facebook般轻松。

如果Facebook是其中的科目，我想我应该在很多人眼中是“kiasu”的人了咯。。

LOL。。。

祝大家新年快乐。。。

你一定再想为什么是新年快乐？

我也不知道，LOL...

突击检查

今天最劲爆的事情就是在我的学校Spot Check。我一直以来对此事没什么看法，可今天他们的态度真得有点让很多人不爽。

我先说我班的。

首先，小扁一进来，没把我班的杜老师放在眼里就大骂人。小扁一进来就叫我们站起来，印象中他好像连和老师请个安或述说到底发生什么事情的举动都没有。我班的男同学只不过贪玩的说：“站起来？唱国歌是么？”

他就大骂说：

“你们这班是4SDleh，你们以为是4VA啊？！那位男生有种就出来说一遍你刚刚讲的东西！连基本礼貌尊重人都不会！”

那么，他的意思是不是4va的人就不会尊重人吗？

连我班的老师都还没有教训那位男同学，他凭他是台湾当今贪污首相吗?

再来，当他在搜有位女同学的书包时，全班的人都起哄。废话！当然起哄啦，女生的书包当然是由女巡查员搜查啦！他难道一点意识都没有吗？大多女生会带卫生棉到学校，如果女生知道有男生搜查过她的书包，一定会尴尬到不行。

可小扁不这样认为，他在那边大喊说：

“So What??!! It's just a small piece~~ 你们的头脑可以不可以不要那么古板吗？？”

Piece 你的头啦！英文不会讲又爱讲，你被抓去关监牢，台湾真的很peace啦！

接着，就是学记的相机被没收。他的相机被没收，我没话可说，因为有时他的相机在学校有另用途。

可是在向他索取他的相机的那位巡查员的态度欠佳。一开始就没有人要和她吵架的意思，可是开口闭口就在那里用骂人的语气和那位学记讲话。

我并不是从鸡蛋里挑骨头，但至少memory card 还给他吧？手机被没收都可以拿回sim card，但那位学记和他拿回她又不给。

只记得她很理直气壮地说：

“Madam XXX说，条规上有哪一条文说学记可以带相机？”

试问，哪一条文说学记不可以带相机啊？

接着，听说有一部分AJK有没收liquid，有一部分没有。

这是什么东西？？是在试我们的忍耐度吗？可不可以做东西可以统一一点吗？这班有收，那班又没有收？？

再接着，我还亲眼看到有AJK从自己的铅笔盒拿掉一些东西。

我还是觉得搜查我们的巡查员应该由老师择日突击检查他们。

还是不说啦，等下不知道哪一个老师又看到。。

Plain

Hey guys!

It's been a while since the last time I updated my blog.

I'm going to be very busy for the following weeks.

It's all about lisan and oral test this week which means a lot of memorizing work have to be done.

I'm going to Ipoh next Wednesday where I can meet with the Hillsong, and enjoying moments with my friends at the Ipoh Parade. Uh, I just can't wait for that day!!

And I'm praying I won't have any stomach ache or losing money things to be happened.

Thursday I'm participating a competition. It's a drawing and colouring on a flag competition. The theme will be something like I-love-Malaysia or satu Malaysia. Because this month is the patriotic month. So, that means there will be tons of competition related with patriotism.

Everyone knows how not patriotic I am, haha.

Well, I'm form 4, next year surely I won't be taking part on such activities.

Then Saturday I'm going to KL for my aunt's wedding.

Oh yea, I'm reading Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code. I heard someone told me that's a wash-brain novel for the Christian. I don't think I'm so weak and vulnerable that I would be trusting Jesus was actually married to Mary Magdalene after reading the novel.

And this book is very difficult for me to understand.

I have my dictionary with me all the time when reading this book. Don't laugh, I'm learning English okay??

Oh yea, I just got into Scrabble final. LOL... That would be amusing during the final.

Definition of happiness

Today, I feel extremely happy.

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Enjoying the moments with my friends, and smiling by just looking at them..

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Looking at the blue sky, thinking that I might looking at God.

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Feel what we had last time. Appreciate it all over again..

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Sorrows and burdens are taken away, make yourself a little bit more lighter. Just like the balloons.

Hang Tuah

I've just heard a shockingly news. The malay hero hang tuah was actually a CHINESE!!

The hangs' were being assigned to protect Parameswara who asked the Ching Dynasty for protection.

The hangs' were just some protector for the ungrateful king Parameswara.

AND

Researches hired by our government found out the oldest tomb in Kelantan which is far more older than the so-called batu bersurat . Surprisingly it's belong to Chinese and it's 900 years old.

Being landed first in Malacca doesnt mean malay is the first in Malaysia because during that time, the road to the other side of the coast is too long for them where the chinese has landed far more earlier!!!

http://www.usj.com.my/bulletin/upload/showthread.php?t=5986

一定要叫“老师”meh? 不能“美女师”么？

最近，我都一直在想我的前途啊。

我有在考虑要不要当老师，因为妈妈说我很适合当老师。

可是最近我班的老师都很凶，一直都在骂人。千篇一律地说：“你是好班的，怎么可以这样。。。。” 当然不是在骂我啦，我已经金盆洗手很久了，就改过知心的意思啦。

所以，当老师的念头，有点“摇摇欲坠”。

从小到大，我也都很想当辅导老师，一直到很想要了解坏学生的心情。我曾经看过一本书籍，述说一位辅导老师说辅导过的case。

每一位人的性格和态度并不是天生的，而是因为家庭背景的因素。他们也许很坏，但曾经拥有的单纯心灵是不会改变的，只要教导他们，了解他们。

可是最近有一位辅导老师在我的班代体育节的课，又要忙top ten 的trip。那是辅导老师该做的meh? 学校的庆典，需要布置，我就会看到很多辅导老师很忙，颁奖典礼也一样。

没有老师要做的话，就是他们顶上去。

不好当啦。。。

昨晚我妈告诉我最近又一直呆在电脑前面。

我说我很懒惰读书，不如嫁人算啦？

她说：“你会有人要meh？ 叫你收个衣服，很大阵状leh。”

不用紧，我会cpr吗。。。

Thousand-in-thousand

Yesterday was BSMM teamwork competition. One year had passed since the last time teamwork competition. Click here to recall the previous teamwork competition.

This year was the last year for me to take part in this competition, I feel more enjoy than nervous during the competition.

I'm glad I know how to do CPR, so that next time when a hunk or cool guy drowned in the swimming pool or anywhere ( just like the drama scene), I can save him, then end up married with him. LOL!!

Back to the topic. Erm, last year the accident scene was at the school field near the basketball court and under the two big trees there. Xiao Hua was the mangsa 4 ( mangsa whom we apply cpr). There was no prob for him to become the mangsa, but it's terror when he was lying in the car during the accident scene. So, yesterday before my group's turn, there were still some Xiao Hua's terror aftermath. Some group member started to discuss how they were tortured when carrying him.

LOL. You know la, he's quite "chubby"...

This year, the accident scene was at 4SD class (LOL, don't know wether Chow Juan text books got kena the fake blood or not) . Whoever thought of the accident scene is quite creative lo~

First of all, the mangsa 4 ( Samuel) was a person who commited suicide by hanging himself near chow juan's place. But 4SD class was locked purposely from inside by Ching Liang ( I dunno which mangsa she was), you had to open the door by advising her. I think she was suffering shock or what.

You cannot save Ching Liang and Samuel in the class, because the class which was a house, was full of smoke (story line). You got to bring them to the outside unless you and the mangsa would die caused by the heavy smoke.

Samuel is quite heavy lo... But my ketua and I ( both are girls and very skinny that type mehhhhhhh~) managed to carry him to outside.

So I start to apply CPR on him. SO MANY DISTRACTIONS from the bekas la~

Especially ah bao jie, she keeps on telling others the lame mistake I made last time. ==

We usually have to shout "ARE YOU OKAY" at both his ears and nudge the mangsa. Then seek attention and help by shouting HELP! HELP to the surroundings. The lame mistake I made was I shouted "Are You Okay" to the surroundings and HELP at the mangsa ears.

So back to the accident scene.

I managed to save his life back but he was still unconscious. Due to the ambulance had reached quite a long time, I got to send him to the ambulance before it went away instead of making him in the meniarap tiga suku position.

Have to carry him again.. =="

Well, as usual my muscles ache like never happen before.

The marching competition is around the corner. =,=

Got to go to school like the past weeks.

Bye, gonna do karangan lo....

我的帆船破洞了

犹记那年的幽幽琴声，我在很努力地了解其中的自由。岁月却忍心离开，我后悔当时的决定，当时沉默的决定。如今却才发现来不及，已经太迟了。

过了三年，才决定在教会服侍。如今，在这里的时候也不多了。

我在犹豫，是不是应该继续留在这读中六，一方是因为我对未来的去向没有把握的决定，一方我真得很想留下。

我没有方向，没有梦想。有的话，都是异想天开的那一种。

什么画家啦，摄影师，作家。。。。

甚至朋友叫我去当谐星，想想，其实也没什么不好啦。。==

在海浪漂泊已久，无掌舵的船只，没有去向也没有方向。累了，也只能一直向前，因为没法停下来。所以说，一个人可以堕落，但不可以没有梦想，因为会很累。

是不是把扑满打破了，梦想就会实现？

问题是，啥是我的扑满？

还是我继续在海浪漂泊，乘着海风，等待我的贵人出现，然后。。。。。。。。。。嫁人算了，哈哈哈哈哈。

煎个蛋要三百年，还是算了。

我我我我我我我我我我我还是听周杰伦的歌到老算啦。（正在听霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍元甲）

希望掠过天边，我想我知道应该怎么做了。祷告。

如果有一天在海上迷路了，你应该会碰到我，记得跟我say hi!

知之为知之，不知为不止，是知也。

今天，本姑娘要谈一谈现今青少年的疯狂。

说到青少年，现在谈恋爱的普遍到好像吃干捞面一样。

你一定在想和干捞面有什么关系？

那不是重点。

谈恋爱其实没有问题，人总会有感情嘛。。

问题却变到很大，当青少年谈恋爱的目的非凡。

我不知道从那里听到说，有一对情侣（中学生）在我的学校的某一个课室做哪一个东西（understood) ，不小心让 jaga 听到。==

他们真的好无聊也，那时是下午班上课的时候，你可以想象课室外有很多学生走动和吵闹声，甚至还有我学校那么泄气的钟声来当伴乐。可能远方的课室还传来- 起立，行礼，老师午安的声音。

还有，听说有一对情侣随着学校学会的trip去云顶，他们住在同一间房。

本来，单纯的我以为他们也许只是谈心事。

事实却没那么简单。

有一位同学，好像不小心看到那男同学去买 french cap。（自己google)

夜深的时候，还有人去敲他们的房间，男同学只露出他的头，不愿意开门给他们。

当然，这两则故事有待证实。

最近，刚考完试，听到有一些学生作弊。

我在考试期间，牺牲了下午和晚上的睡眠，牺牲了上网的时间，牺牲了父母的金钱买了一大堆作业。而这些作弊的同学，却可以那么轻松的考试。重点是，他们的成绩和我差不多一样。

每个人都必须要为自己的过犯负责任。没有付出心血的考试，你理所当然的要硬着头皮拿那不好的成绩。

有同学在考Bio的时候，直接拿了bio书出来看。

有同学在考Moral的时候，直接拿了Nilai list出来抄。

考试带手机来学校，和朋友sms讨论答案。

而这些都是来自SCIENCE班。

我不明白，不明白为什么他们可以做弊做得那么理所当然。而我却读bio读到抓头发，读physics读到要崩溃了，背nilai背到差点要写facebook 的 email 给najib。

其实，也都已经十六岁了。你也许需要的是到火堆里烧一烧，让自己“成熟”一些，或是你需要的是一面墙壁，让自己面壁思过，必要时去撞墙。==

越说越气，不说了。

加油，同学们！

枯叶伤感地、写意地随风飘，深深地意表着时间的流逝。

我努力的张开双手拥抱未来，却不知道何时的努力变得好吃力。

不停地怀念过去的悠闲，却不知情未来的哪一刻又是在怀念曾经失去的当下。到头来，什么都没得到，不停地错过。

昨天，前ntv7主播刘子贤到我的学校和我们谈人生。他的重点不多，因为时间不足。

他曾经患癌在死亡的边缘徘徊着，后来成功逃出魔掌。以不同的角度看待人生的他，教我们如何活得有意义------活在当下。

我不知道为什么在这年头，我变得很喜欢说人生大道理，也许在不同的人生阶段，会有不一样的感慨吧。。。

最近，都在忙着应付考试。

上课、听课、下课、补习、功课、熬夜应付考试。

这样的生活，可能我还不了解其中的那踏实的乐趣。

不过，我将会怀念这一切。

这是不知道在那一位大学生的blog所了解到的东西。

最后跟你们分享好笑的事情。

我二姐知道我一直都有上文学课，所以想了解一些中国文学的东西。

我告诉她什么是唐诗宋词元曲，过后我又问她又没有听过唐诗三百首吗？

她告诉我：“噢，唐诗三百首这我知道，唐伯虎写的吗。。” ==

Sneeeeeeeeeeze

I'm ill.

Sore throat, then fever, then ha qiu, then cough.

During the exam today, I had fever. I dread sitting the exam especially bm paper. Uh, peningnya.

Btw, good news.

My cousin is pregnant!!!!!! 6 weeks plus only.

I can't believe I'm gonna become Auntie already leh.

Waiting for the arrival of the baby... =>

Next Tuesday got exam again.

Chemistry - Electrochemistry

Biology - Nutrition

Pm - one bidang

English - dunno

Addmaths - Loci and Statistics

And I have only one week time to study. ==

Sigh, bye bye lo.

这篇是被激而写的 =,=

1) 如果有一天，你的男友在外头胡搞，你选择：

A）赏他一巴掌后，头也不会地离开他。

B）想办法侮辱那个狐狸精。

C）继续和他在一起，再想办法伤害他。

D）原谅他，以睁一只眼和闭一只眼的方式来包容他接下来的同样错误。

以上这情况，当然不是发生在我的身上。没错！就是发生在之前我不断提起的Faker和那不断在部落格暗讽我的女生。很多人不知道此事，在发生的当天我就已经向那女孩道歉，原因是我臭骂了她的男友。毕竟，我对他说了很多伤人的话。

道歉是应该的。

可惜，好像那女孩不接受。她说她不需要人家的话来经营属于她和他的爱情。

回归以上的那道问题，若是你，你选择什么？很明显的，她选择了D。

对于她的这选择，我不断的思考，她对他的爱，到底离题了没？这还是爱情吗？

最后，我想通了，这的确是出自于她的爱，只不过，她要的是轰轰烈烈地谈一场恋爱而并不是在道德观念上是否成立的爱情。

甚至，纯粹得他只是她的男朋友，和她SMS到达三百封的男朋友，和她去看Karate Kid的男朋友。不在乎他是否在外头对别的女生说了与她分手的这件事。

你伤害的是自己。

不过当你晓得，在你身旁的那一位，将是陪伴你到老兼照顾你下半身兼隔天将会与你结婚的伴侣，你是否还会选择D?

唉。。我想她现在应该是把我看成破坏他们之间感情的鸡婆。还有那自恋到不行（曾经因为误会我喜欢他而以为伤害了我只因为我再msn放了周杰伦的歌词）的faker，一定又以为我妒嫉他或是我喜欢他。=="

“只有当你站在未来的角度看着现在的自己，你会觉得很不解现在的无耻和冲动。我不会怪你不明白我对你所说的那番话，只能说我说得太早，所以你不了解。有谁会想要知道真相？宁愿相信自己幻想的梦，都不愿相信发生在你眼前的事情。”

这是事情发生后的那一天，我想对她说的话，但却被一封道歉email代替了。

无论如何，现在看你们又恢复以前那模样，我感到很幸运因为没当上千古罪人。

身为女生的我，希望你能别在伤害自己的幸福。

你懂我意思吗？

王菲的旋木，越听越有韵味，越有感觉。

橘子的爱情小说，激动得说不出来的爱情，脸上忧郁的表情，手上时常拿根烟的女主角，黑色幽默。这是我对她的小说的感觉。

九把刀的等一个人咖啡，读了后，最让我深刻印象的是肯亚咖啡。

肯亚这地方，一直让我觉得是个穷人的王国兼小孩的肚子和脑袋都是大大的兼秃鹰与面临死亡的小孩的地方。如此让我轻易施舍我的同情的地方。

肯雅咖啡。我还是搞不懂这和爱情故事有什么关联，但却让我感到深刻。

我在有一次拍照后，那按快门后的亮光，久久不能从我的眼睛消失。突然让我想起这么一句话，你的笑容在我的脑海中，浑散不去。

沉溺在自己的忧伤世界，久久出不来，宁愿选择留恋不放手，没有什么是永虽不朽，爱情也是一样。我不是在说我，只是发现一些人需要的不是忧伤的歌曲和歌词，需要的是放手。

在车上，风景都看透了，却没有一幕是深刻的，真让我感到可悲。一幕幕正等待我发觉的风景从我眼前划过，却留不住我的心。反而，那乖乖地伫立在马路旁的灯柱，却让我感动，它们永远在人的眼中是那么的无聊。无聊的外观，无聊的姿态，无聊的生命。却没发觉到它们正享受着原地奔跑的忧伤。

人类，永远都在抢戏，试着当一个抢眼的人，就像是那风景。

灯柱，无聊，却很有戏。

band 仔

从今年开始，我就和一班没头没脑的band仔（他们称他们自己酱的）同班。

去年的时候，听说3L(band的班)有同学在PMR做弊，所以对他们没什么好印象。

不过，到了今年的七月，我只能说他们真的是很GENG!!

他们读书和做功课的时间比我们少很很很很很多，可是他们仍然是那么的厉害。

但这不是重点，重点是他们热爱音乐，把南华国中的乐队搞得有声有色。~拍掌~

今年的Top One非垠佑（band仔）莫属。

讲到成绩，我想我这四年吃的饭应该吐出来了，白吃！！

站岗的辛酸

其实为什么我会当上巡查员，我也不知道。我记得宇尉告诉我，我的存在在巡查员团体里只不过只是多了一个戴着领带却只会站在自己的岗位站着的那一个巡查员，简单的来说，我是多余的。

几hurt一下咯，害我到现在还记着。

但是上了上午班后，我发觉到我的胆量可能被朋友激发出来后，慢慢再也不是那多余的巡查员了。可是，有时候我就是心太软，哈哈！早上站在Exit Gate站了整20分钟，从7.10分站到7.30，而我的工作是在7.30后抄下迟到的学生，那20分钟在那边做阿呆。

通常迟到的都是走路来学校的学生，而非常对不起的说，我从来没抄他们的名。因为通常在打钟后的那一刻，他们冲着进来学校。而在7.35之前，jaga 就已经把Exit Gate锁上。

In conclusion，我站了25分钟的时间，只有5分钟时间是有意义的。==

Random

*This is a long post. I'm not responsible for your eye soreness or the wasting of time.

I choose not to become so emo.

I choose not to remember all the old bad stuff.

I choose to forgive the FAKER, and her girlfriend who recently always boom me in her blog.

I choose to forgive those who pretend to be someone else or in another word, hypocrite.

I choose not to upset or blame myself after getting my midterm exam result.

I choose TRY TO DO HOMEWORK.

The main reason for me to have those decision, is God.

You may not believe in God. You believe that by doing a lot of additional mathematics would help you in your exam. You believe that by studying would give you assurance in your life and happiness.

But when you achieve something or target, you wish to achieve more. Human is never satisfied although when we are perfectly created. And at the end, you are not happy, you would never own happiness.

I remember when I was still living in my shop when I was ermm...maybe 5 years old or older than that. One night, I was awake and I can't sleep in the middle night. I was afraid, because if I opened my eyes, I might see ghosts. So I called my mum. She was awake and she prayed for me.

Just after she started her prayer, I was asleep at once. That's so cool.

When I was form two, I was seriously sick. I think I sick for almost one week, the next day mum is going to brng me to hospital.

That afternoon, I was lying on the bed. Daddy came in, he told me he was going to pray for me. I was having fever that time. Just after his prayer, just after the "Amen" word uttered from my mouth, I felt the sickness was taken away, and I was healed.

In the early month of June, I lost my wallet. With my id card and money inside, fyi, if you report lose of your id card and remake it, you have to pay RM120. I prayed to God just after I knew my wallet was lost and I couldn't find it in school as well as places where I went. I felt peace in my heart, I knew I am going to get my wallet back. I knew it, I didn't even feel nervous or screaming desperately for my wallet.

But after one week, there's no news about my wallet. So I went to police station to make a report, JUST WHEN MY DAD AND I WERE GOING TO JPN TO DO IC( where I would kena saman for 120 bucks), sth happened. Dad's hp rang.

Mum: Eh where are you?

Dad: I am in the bank. Going to Jpn. Why?

Mum: Someone found Ting Hui's wallet and he brought it to the shop.

*This is the weird part. The ID card's address is my house address, then why would this guy( i think is a teacher) brought it to my shop? He knows me? And he says it's found in school's field. Apparently, the money is gone but other things remained.

God is the creator of this whole world, He creates you and me. His only Son, Jesus sacrifices His body at the cross. God creates us, and forgive us. So can you imagine? The creator of everything, forgive us when we always sin and break His heart.

So when the creator of everything forgive us, why not we forgive other people?

Recently many problems happened and many people try to have a fight with me. For example the FAKER's gf la and so on.

Forgive and forget.

Bye~

Bore

Sometimes, ppl just don't appreciate friends. They dump friends when they are not useful anymore or stick with them when they are giving you benefits.

I think I'm becoming this kind of ppl. Not the one getting dumped, but the one who dumps. But I'm more like, err, a bore. Do you get it?

When they asked me out, I'll think of many reasons just want to stay at home. When chatting with friends, seriously, I think I've been ignoring most of them these few weeks. So now I rather just don't sign in MSN or making myself offline in Facebook.

Why? Why am I doing this?

I don't know. I simply don't feel excited anymore when they are organizing hang-out in weekends.

I finished reading ps I love you which I bought two years ago. Holly, who became a bore after turning into a lonely widow, recognized herself as a bitch. She thought she's being selfish, and turning the atmosphere down during the hen night of her best friend. (ps: hen night - a party held by woman who is about to married.) She's being jealous and hating seeing her friends went on in their lives without her.

So Holly has her problem, because losing her love ones.

What about mine? What's the stupid problem that I've been oblivious with it? I don't know, maybe I'm just like the typical teenager, emoing around. LOL.

Ignorance is your new best friend

I'm so sorry that I've been ignoring you recently, I mean my blog.

It's not that I'm lazy to write or what, I just can't think of any thing to write.

Now too.

Okay, let say about the trip.

Yesterday went to KL along with school trip organised my Miss Ho. It was okay only, because I found out all the time I was sticking onto the bus seat, which made me sick.

My leg is aching like it didn't happen in my life before.

But I bought something, at least.

See, I just ran out of things to say. I guess I had already talked my entire life in my blog, LOL.

My friend told me she is more into things like topic about "life'', or something connected to our life. Erm, lol.

Bye.

Lindan 转行去跳舞啦

昨天的羽球比赛看得让人心碎，亏我还因为要看这场比赛而skip掉补习。

只能说，中国的羽球队真的是太强了，马来西亚的Zaman Kegemilangan已经过去。

林丹到最后还跳舞嘞，真是不要脸。让我们看看以前林丹被打败后是怎样摆黑脸.



连shakehand 都直接skip掉。再看领奖的时候，他的pattern。


而这次还跳了机械舞~ 他的球技的确很厉害，他的速度和准确性让我叹为观止。我甚至还希望中国队能进决赛和印尼一决高下，那将会很精彩。

看到这一幕时，差点让我喷饭。

dato 李宗伟也只能失落地离开。。。

Hey, happy birthday!

16 years ago, I was born, at afternoon 12pm.

My mum told me since I was the fifth child, so there wasn't any pain but only felt sore on her waist. She even finished her housework before going to hospital, wth??

She described the process when giving birth - "Oh, it's like pangsai."

LOL... Sorry guys, my mum always appears to be like this la.

So, in short, today is my birthday. Somehow, I never really celebrate my birthday with friends, perhaps never.

But there's gonna to be different this year, tomorrow goin to celebrate, so wait my photo la.

I received LOT LOT of celebration wishes ( mostly from facebook).

And among all, there's one which I think is pretty cool.


"Number 16 is just another number out of infinity. But if you see it in term of age, it's actually 16 years or 5840 days / 140160 hours / 8409600 minutes / 504576000 seconds. Just want you to show you that every second counts and it is still counting since the maximum of numbers is undefined. I know, during somewhere around 409968000 second, we argued so much about nonsense but hey, we are still good and close siblings, aren't we? I truly hope that starting from 504576001 second, you will appreciate every second even more and will live to the fullest! May God bless you! Oh ya, Happy Birthday sister! :) "

-Ayden-

Handphone is an evil thing

Missing In Action

Uh...

One month plus, NO INTERNET. Just imagine it, no facebook, NTG!!

~!@#$$&%*((!!!!!!

Not quite many things happened during the boring month. Oh yea, I just came back from hatnai. I put alot of hope to meet those ren yao (transsexual person), but i just met one, cheh. And MC Donald at Thailand isn't halal, hahahaha.

That's all. LOL.

不平凡的平凡

老早就起来、去学校、上课、放学、补习、做功课、睡觉，然后第二天又重复一样的事情。多么平凡的日子，却显得有点那么不平凡。

为什么？

因为是出奇得平凡，平凡得惊人。

却在这平凡的一天，上了一位平凡的华文老师的课。她，真得很平凡。一直以来所说的东西以及所教的东西都那么平凡。不过，却在这平凡的一天，她让我们读了一篇不平凡的文章。

我深深爱上了这文章。

从来都没发现这作者的存在，也不知道我的华文课本里有着这么不平凡的文章。就在这平凡的一天，我找到了。

蒲公英 作者：冰心

一月十九晨是雪后浓阴的天，我早起游山，忽然在积雪中，看见了七八朵大开的蒲公英。我俯身摘下，握在手里一一真不知 这平凡的草花，竞与梅、菊一样地耐寒。我回到楼上，用条黄丝带将这几朵级将起来，编成王冠的形式。人家问我做什么?我 说："我要为我的女王加冕"， 说着，就随便地给一个女孩子戴上了。

在大家的欢笑声中，我只无言地卧在床上一一我不是为女王加冕，竟是为蒲公英加冕了。蒲公英虽是我最认识的一种草花，但从来是被人轻忽，从来是不上美人头的，今日因着情不可却，我竞让她在美人头上照耀了几钟。

蒲公英是黄色叠瓣的花， 着菊花的神意，但我也不爱她。我对于花卉是普遍地爱怜，虽有时不免喜爱玫瑰的浓郁和桂花的清远，而在我忧来无方的时候，玫瑰和桂花也一样成为粪土;在我心情怡悦的一刹那，高贵清雅的菊花也不能和手中的蒲公英争夺位置。

世上的一切事物，只是百千万面大大小小的镜子，重重对照，反射又反射;于是世上有了很多虹影般的璀嗓辉煌的光彩。没有蒲公英，显不出雏菊;没有平凡，显不出超绝。而且不能因为大家都爱雏菊， 世上便消灭了蒲公英;不能因为大家都敬礼超人，世上便消灭了庸碌。即使这一切都能因着世人的爱憎而生灭，只恐满谷都是菊花和超人的时候，菊花的价值反不如蒲公英，超人的价值反不及庸碌了。

所以世上一物有一物的长处，一人有一人的价值。我不能偏爱，也不肯偏憎，悟到万物相衬托的道理，我只愿我心如水，处处齐平。我愿菊花在我眼中，消失了她的富丽堂皇，蒲公英也解除了她的局促羞涩。博爱的极端，翻成淡漠;但这种普遍淡漠的心，除了博爱的小朋友，有谁知道?

“没有平凡，显不出超绝。”
平凡衬托超绝。没有了平凡的存在，超绝也只不过是平凡的超绝。没有了丑陋，就没有这个必要要分别出美丽。平凡的存在————是多么的不平凡。

来个橘子，再用九把刀来切！

书展，对我来说可算是生命的一部分。Haiyo，知道讲到很夸张啦。

可是今年，在我生命中的一部分的书展，却显得有点闷。也都没什么新书咯。

不过今年是我买得最多的一年-----废！！ 我只买了一本英文书（去年和前年和大前年和大大前年都是买英文书居多），然后买了四本华文小说。

这四本华文书里，就有三本是来自橘子所写的爱情小说。

爱情小说。

橘子的写作style，都显得很cool，是冷漠带一点寂寞再带一点痛苦的那一种。从来都不买华文爱情小说的我，一口气买了三本。推荐你下次看到她的书，不用想得就去买吧，决不后悔哟！

还有一本华文书是九把刀写的杀手------嘿嘿，我是要学怎么样当个杀手然后杀掉你，怎么样，怕了吧！

听说他写的书很好看咯，所以就买了咯。

哦买尬！忘记写作文咯，掰掰。

Untitled lar..

Uh, today I feel so awfully sad.

Because the exam result was much worse that I'd expected, it's like AWFULLY WORSE.

For the first time, I almost fail my exam, 13/30, that's what I got for my stupid Add Maths.

And others, uh, mou ngan tai( in cantonese)

It's super UNFAIR!!! There's a guy in my class, he hardly complete his homework, and everyday what he talks about is all about dota dota, dota, and dota.

But his results don't seem so dota-ish, he get so HIGH MARKS for every results. WHY??? His add maths got 27/30. He's like genius. And I did a lot of exercise, and my fren told me my add maths got 13.

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaai??????

Ting Hui is happy, Why?

Oh yea, test is over, and now I wanna give u a test.


Please answer the below question and if you do, you are very obedient! ( 5 marks)
1)Why Ting Hui is feeling extremely happy?

A) Coz the test is over.
B) She can watch drama.
C) She did well during test. (nah..)
D) None the above.

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And the answer is D. None the above.

I am happy because I've finally join COS P&W team. I'd been thinking to serve God since long time ago, and I did have a lot of chances, but because of fear, I've rejected them.

No one will understand how important and meaningful for me to serve God except Himself.

Anyway, thanks to mum for suggesting me during meeting(many years ago), because of that everyone had been persuading me! LOL!!

Feel like hoppin around

It's been many days I said I wanted to study, but still not even started any subject yet. Sometimes, it's real tough with things like faceBOOK and dramaS around you!

I guess I can't be like this everytime, although I always manage to finish the revision at the last minute, but it's always tougher and not systematic. I'm FORM FOUR liao leh, still cannot be determined at completing such easy task.

I always do a fine plan 3 weeks before the exam starts, like having a list of today study what subject and what subject have to be completed by what time. LOL, sounds so stupid lar, because not even one time I manage to do that, and the list is left abandoned until the exam end.

FORM FOUR already okay?!

The laziness always defeat me in no time whenever I open the book of BOREDOM. You know what book la, like Sejarah that kind. And I always stay alone at home, so want to have some cool songs played in my computer, COMPUTER AGAIN! Then when I on my computer and the playlist, then I don't know why the web browser Firefox looks so inviting.

Computer is like... so evil!! Turns into demon during exam time. Dramas are more even scary, when you start to watch one episode, it's so hard to stop. Like drugs. Conclusion, computer and dramas are drugs, I am a drug addict.

I think I get better than last time. During my form 2 and 3, I loved to skip tuition. HOHO. But now lesser, hardly skip tuition. And I even complete my homeworks leh, very WEI DA.

Okay, very sleepy now, bai bai~

Kiddo photo

Guess who are these people~~







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*Update -
1) Avril Lavigne
2) Jay Chou
3) Kristen Stewart
4) Megan Fox
5) Robert Pattinson

Rapper versus Jay Chou

I think most of you knew about the rapper 大支 said sth bad about Jay Chou in his lyrics... So, today I read a post which was written by Jay Chou..LOL!!

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# 留言时间：2010-02-18 07:51:41
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再来跟我拼 而不是等你挂了以后 才有你的腊像................. 我骂人不带脏字 因为骂你所以不需押韵 算你走狗运 因为你是我骂过除了狗仔以外的动物 喔不..........是废物)...哈哈..... 阿郎 怎麼办 他真的跟你有点像 是发型吗....还是身型...... 还是......哈哈

生日快乐

今天是她---馨媛的生日~

她是我在南华中学里我第一位认识的新朋友。

能认识到她，应该是因为李玉珍老师的缘故吧，因为是她安排我和她坐在一起。

刚开始，我觉得她好特别，因为她有很多白头发，哈哈！

同样的，在同一年，她告诉了我一个秘密---她的妈妈要申请移民去加拿大。很震撼对吧，我听到了以后，倒吸了很大一口气，然后说：“WHAT THE HECK???" Okay, 我知道很不淑女，可是是真的有下了我很大跳~

四年后，很多事情都改变了，唯一不变的事，她还得去加拿大，只不过在等待她的申请被通过，所以都一直不知道几时会去那边。也许太多事情再也都不一样了，她想要移民的感觉越来越强烈。

上个月，她告诉我：“已经被通过了，今年的七月我会离开。”同样的， 我倒吸了很大一口气，然后说：“WHAT THE HECK???" 同样的，是多么的不淑女。

七月，离现在有111天。

111天后，我再也看不到她。

111天后，再也没有机会和她过生日。

111天后，再也没有人向我唱那首很奇怪的歌--feng bing bang

111天后，她就会离开。

呵，人总是要面对离别和分离。也许你会说，aiyah，还有MSN嘛，还可以看到她，而且她又不是说永远都不会回来。可是，能见到她的机会少之又少，自然就会不小心把我们遗忘掉。她在那边会认识到新朋友，会有新的开始。

无论如何，馨媛-----祝你生日永远都那么快乐，永远都会那么的幸福。
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犀利哥

This guy so popular nowadays, because he is the COOLEST AND FASHIONABLE BEGGAR ever!!

HOT

HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

倒带

四年前，在不同的三个地方，同时存在着令人羡慕的友情。

因为缘分，他们。。。相聚在一起。
友情，这神圣的东西，我们都放了十一分的认真和真心。只要在一起的每一刻，我们都珍惜。

在一起常做的傻事。。总是让我笑得好用力。那一刻，我真的真得很开心。
四年了，我们的友情因着一些人的离开，还有一些的误会，繁重的课业。。少了一个缺口，就没有那么的完美。不过，我相信在我们内心深处，还存有对友情的热忱。
让我们再次期待吧。。。
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Every second is ticking away , it's so short yet so long

已经十六岁的我，顿时觉得时间是不是真的一直都用着同一样的拍子满满的流失走？不可能，十六年了，我却觉得我只呼吸了16天而已。

这十六年以来，太多空白和遗憾的地方，太多不值得让我挂念却让我死命地记住的事件。呵，十六年就这样被我无意间的遗忘了它的存在，一直忘记我在这世上的日子不断一天比一天的少，应该更珍惜这世界和上帝所赐给我的剧情，不是吗？

如果有一天上帝告诉你，你只剩下一天的时间活在这世上。

你是不是还会拼了命去读Sejarah？还是还在生气那位得罪你的某某人？或是因为要赶着去补习而在咒骂前面那位开车开得太慢？Life is too short for you to feel angry.

我不知道为什么我写得好像我快死了一样。

生命到了不同的阶段就会有不同的感观，不同的赞叹，不一样的感动，不一样的原因让你再一次掉泪。不知道你还记不记得最后一次痛哭的原因是为了什么？是为了那位不小心让你动心却又让你掉进冰山跌入谷底的人吗？或是被你最亲爱的遗忘了你的存在？

“世上最遥远的距离并不是生于死，而是我就站在你面前， 你却不知道我爱你” 来之于一首歌。haha, random..

每一天我都期待着我的生命剧情，不知道何时那位要与我一起度过下半辈子的某某男生会出现？或是几时会出车祸而快死翘翘？还是哪天我出了名？？？ Introduction，高潮，收视率超低的剧情，然后结局。我想我应该只有introduction 而已吧。。

总之，好好活下去吧，为了你所爱的人。。。 =D

Happy Chinese very suey~

This year chinese new year really suey, I tell you how suey is it...

Wei Zhen had an severe accident, injured his head, went for operation TWICE, had braces on his teeth now due to the accident which caused his teeth senget. I was like OMG when heard his horrendous news, because never had a friend who met an accident such seriously.

King Mei called me at once when she knew this news, she was also very worry about him, did she sound like crying when telling me this news? LOL, i don't know la. Well, I think God has His purpose on the incident that happened on him.

Anyway, he's okay already. Just now Lucas smsed me it was like this:" Wei Zhen is FINE edi, Muahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha!!!!!"

He was the only friend of Wei Zhen's who was beside him all the time since the accident happened and during he was sent to Ipoh Hospital. So that's why he acted so EXTREMELY happy lo.

The other SUEY thing about the CNY is, why the weather is like SUPER HOT????????? You know it's like SIZZLING HOT, the hotness keep on prickle on you back. And the sweat is rushing out from you pores which made you feel very sticky between your clothes and skin. UH, even you sweat like hell when on the air-cond or sleeping during midnight. I heard on news this kind of torturing weather is going to be continued throughout the month.

==.... KILL ME.

By the way, I am supposed to study in this week, and finish the homework.

Gong Xi Fa Chai

Hey guys.. New year is COMING, OMG, that means more cookies and shandy!! LOL, that's what chinese new year meant to be!

Gong Hei Fat Choi!! Gong Xi fa Chai!! More importantly, hong bao na lai!!!! LOL, that's what we said and played during our kiddo time.

But this year it seems very very very boring, don't know why... OH YEA, I know why, because I have to study at home during chinese new year....... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRING!!

Listening to Mcfly song now, Awwwww, so sweeeeeeeet... Do I sound very excited? LOOOL

that's all for today~~

Watch it and comment!!

What kind of parent is that?? Teach and help her own daughter to beat that gal.. Should report to police!! That uncle so SHORT!! Even that victim also taller than her, and SO MUCH YOUNGER than him!! 没有文化!!!!

I love the rain!

Yo! Weekend, but tomorrow I have to go to school. VERY SIAN LA WEYH! Uh, hate to go to school, have to wake up so early and you have to fight with your urge to continue sleep, ENDURING.

Today my teacher scolded my class, it's very very very uncommon and strange for her to scold people. So scary. Something happen during my absence in the school last Wednesday during the chinese calligraphy contest.

Actually the whole thing is quite a SMALL thing, but it became BIG when involved 4SD student and prefects. I think it's unfair when our small wrongs become so BIG as if it's under an electron microscope. LOL, too much of bio these days. But it doesn't mean that the small wrongs I said just now is regarding to the chinese calligraphy contest thingy.

Quite a few teachers complaint about our class attitude, uh?? Okay let me explain something to you. There are two types of student in the school. Student who is bad-attitude and who doesn't do homework at all, and the other one is student who is well-mannered and does all the homework.

BUT the first type of student actually is kind to their friends and sometimes DO offer help to teachers. The second type student who is well mannered doesn't mean that they forever is like that, never DO a wrong thing! Do you see the BALANCE there??? There is bad who actually is good, there is good who actually is not that perfectly good!

So please stop expecting us to do the best, to do the PERFECT things that you think is perfect. When you are forcing and stressing us, you are actually pushing us to the brink.

Another thing I want to explain before I get bombs from others, I write this post is not to say that teachers aren't good or they are some sort of witch, but sometimes I just fed-up when they are expecting and asking us to do the best but at the same time complaining us at the back. Backstabbing is not fun. Play front stabbing is better, at least we actually know what problem in us.

Okay this topic END.

Next, today got prefect meeting. Another clown show acted by our beloved SUN XIAN. During his poorly presented speech, I heard many bisik-bisik, IN A BAD WAY one la... But during hui xin speech, she ended with great applause. Last week, he was scolded by quite a few of BOD member because of his irresponsible.

That's all today. Tomorrow still have to go to school, ARH!!!! Hate it so much!! Oh yea, my title of this post is totally IRRELEVANT. LOOOL

Panda

Yesterday watched Jay Chou - 熊猫人 pandaman. It's a drama, directed by Jay Chou.

One word for the storyline, dull and retard. Okay it's two word there... Anyway, the story isn't written by him, it's from a manga from Japan.

But the songs ROCK!!

That's all for today... BYE!

Dumbfounded

January is over, again, for 15 times in my life.

Shing Yen will be going to Canada but still don't know when to go, either this year or after SPM.

Tomorrow will be going to meet Zambry, lol.

My homework still come in HEAPS.

Still cannot keep up with Mrs Tan add maths tuition speed.

Still left 5 weeks for me to prepare monthly test.

Bio teacher- Mr use-it-now didn't on his mic and he used it in the entire lesson.

Many people scolded our head prefect because of his irresponsibility and some retard things that he asked some prefects to do.

Facts that you shouldn't know

Just finished Thanks For The Memories by Cecilia Ahern, it's rather boring but some parts are funny. "Taurus say a lot of bulls talk..." That made me laugh for a few minutes.LOL

Tell you all some OMG facts.

-I'm sixteen, four years later i'm twenty already. Jee Hwa twenty years old already!!! Old man!! Still like small kid....LOL

-My amazingly pretty cousin snores during sleeps. LOUDLY. OMG.

-I don't know how to wrap book and present.

-Lady Gaga is transexual. I heard it from my friend. So Lady Gaga is no longer LADY anymore, in fact, GAY GAGA.

-I saw two creatures which looked like mouse crawling under Church's piano last year during Youth Service. LOL.

-I write letters to myself EVERY YEAR. Since last two years ago.

-I know how to play piano. LOL, last time no one believes me, HMMPH.

-Rachel mixed up pleasure and pressure, and I was so bad that I laughed her for months, OMG! Okay, i know i'm bad.

-I love to stare into darkness when I can't sleep. Just trying not to think of ghost appear in front of you la...

-I like to imagine if I can go back to the past, and standing far away from my past-me try to look at me myself.

-I'm so lazy that i'm so lazy. Arh, random.

-Okay, i'm bored.

-BYE!!

Who ever say that sixteen is sweet is a liar.....

I know my blog has died for a while, nah, not a while, it's a long time ago since I wrote my blog. I have no time to facebook or blogging, i have 6 tuitions! Well, blog something really interesting.

One day, when I was going to toilet, I heard an announcement that all PMR All A's-ers have to go to meeting room after recess to meet our beloved old man, PRINCIPAL. OK, well, everyone knows how weird and random is him, but we haven't acknowledge that, BUT soon!

So, after recess went to the meeting room.

He started with taking attendance. And passing around a paper to let us filled in our phone no and house no and a letter for us. Okay, in short, we have to go to a so-called GRAND function located somewhere in MANJUNG, and meet someone, who is a mamak, ZAMBRY and who is also a chief minister of Perak. Whole Manjung PMR and UPSR A's-ers will be going this function. Seriously, I don't feel like meeting this sounded-like-zombie mamak la..

Arh, whatever. Then that principal told us the details. When have to go there. Why we have to fill in the form and a slip. Why we have to go there. And we are asked to bring a notebook to write down what this mamak say in his speech and pass up the notes to Principal on Monday... I was like what the heck???? Then after that, Principal call one by one to ask WHAT HE HAD SAID JUST NOW. OMG la, all details are written in the letter already lo, why still have to waste time asking????

NVM!

Next to the form 4 hecitc life.

As what I said, it's a Form 4 HECTIC life. I am busy all the time, dealing with lots of homeoworks, figuring out what is add maths teacher teaching about.

Teachers. I super don't like my Bio teacher. He is aneneh. I mean an indian. He speaks English anehnehly. No one knows what this teacher is talking. He super extremely HATE the best class. He is pessimist to our class. Since the first week his teaching, he started a lot of BULL TALKING like criticing best class, stating that BEST CLASS student won't help him do things la, won't respond la... Whatever he said actually doesnt matter to me if he is good in teaching, but seriously he isn't good at ANYTHING except for his anehneh english.

So i went to register BIO class for god sake.

That's all, wanna go do komsas already...... =D