Bore

Sometimes, ppl just don't appreciate friends. They dump friends when they are not useful anymore or stick with them when they are giving you benefits.

I think I'm becoming this kind of ppl. Not the one getting dumped, but the one who dumps. But I'm more like, err, a bore. Do you get it?

When they asked me out, I'll think of many reasons just want to stay at home. When chatting with friends, seriously, I think I've been ignoring most of them these few weeks. So now I rather just don't sign in MSN or making myself offline in Facebook.

Why? Why am I doing this?

I don't know. I simply don't feel excited anymore when they are organizing hang-out in weekends.

I finished reading ps I love you which I bought two years ago. Holly, who became a bore after turning into a lonely widow, recognized herself as a bitch. She thought she's being selfish, and turning the atmosphere down during the hen night of her best friend. (ps: hen night - a party held by woman who is about to married.) She's being jealous and hating seeing her friends went on in their lives without her.

So Holly has her problem, because losing her love ones.

What about mine? What's the stupid problem that I've been oblivious with it? I don't know, maybe I'm just like the typical teenager, emoing around. LOL.