band 仔

从今年开始，我就和一班没头没脑的band仔（他们称他们自己酱的）同班。

去年的时候，听说3L(band的班)有同学在PMR做弊，所以对他们没什么好印象。

不过，到了今年的七月，我只能说他们真的是很GENG!!

他们读书和做功课的时间比我们少很很很很很多，可是他们仍然是那么的厉害。

但这不是重点，重点是他们热爱音乐，把南华国中的乐队搞得有声有色。~拍掌~

今年的Top One非垠佑（band仔）莫属。

讲到成绩，我想我这四年吃的饭应该吐出来了，白吃！！

站岗的辛酸

其实为什么我会当上巡查员，我也不知道。我记得宇尉告诉我，我的存在在巡查员团体里只不过只是多了一个戴着领带却只会站在自己的岗位站着的那一个巡查员，简单的来说，我是多余的。

几hurt一下咯，害我到现在还记着。

但是上了上午班后，我发觉到我的胆量可能被朋友激发出来后，慢慢再也不是那多余的巡查员了。可是，有时候我就是心太软，哈哈！早上站在Exit Gate站了整20分钟，从7.10分站到7.30，而我的工作是在7.30后抄下迟到的学生，那20分钟在那边做阿呆。

通常迟到的都是走路来学校的学生，而非常对不起的说，我从来没抄他们的名。因为通常在打钟后的那一刻，他们冲着进来学校。而在7.35之前，jaga 就已经把Exit Gate锁上。

In conclusion，我站了25分钟的时间，只有5分钟时间是有意义的。==

Random

*This is a long post. I'm not responsible for your eye soreness or the wasting of time.

I choose not to become so emo.

I choose not to remember all the old bad stuff.

I choose to forgive the FAKER, and her girlfriend who recently always boom me in her blog.

I choose to forgive those who pretend to be someone else or in another word, hypocrite.

I choose not to upset or blame myself after getting my midterm exam result.

I choose TRY TO DO HOMEWORK.

The main reason for me to have those decision, is God.

You may not believe in God. You believe that by doing a lot of additional mathematics would help you in your exam. You believe that by studying would give you assurance in your life and happiness.

But when you achieve something or target, you wish to achieve more. Human is never satisfied although when we are perfectly created. And at the end, you are not happy, you would never own happiness.

I remember when I was still living in my shop when I was ermm...maybe 5 years old or older than that. One night, I was awake and I can't sleep in the middle night. I was afraid, because if I opened my eyes, I might see ghosts. So I called my mum. She was awake and she prayed for me.

Just after she started her prayer, I was asleep at once. That's so cool.

When I was form two, I was seriously sick. I think I sick for almost one week, the next day mum is going to brng me to hospital.

That afternoon, I was lying on the bed. Daddy came in, he told me he was going to pray for me. I was having fever that time. Just after his prayer, just after the "Amen" word uttered from my mouth, I felt the sickness was taken away, and I was healed.

In the early month of June, I lost my wallet. With my id card and money inside, fyi, if you report lose of your id card and remake it, you have to pay RM120. I prayed to God just after I knew my wallet was lost and I couldn't find it in school as well as places where I went. I felt peace in my heart, I knew I am going to get my wallet back. I knew it, I didn't even feel nervous or screaming desperately for my wallet.

But after one week, there's no news about my wallet. So I went to police station to make a report, JUST WHEN MY DAD AND I WERE GOING TO JPN TO DO IC( where I would kena saman for 120 bucks), sth happened. Dad's hp rang.

Mum: Eh where are you?

Dad: I am in the bank. Going to Jpn. Why?

Mum: Someone found Ting Hui's wallet and he brought it to the shop.

*This is the weird part. The ID card's address is my house address, then why would this guy( i think is a teacher) brought it to my shop? He knows me? And he says it's found in school's field. Apparently, the money is gone but other things remained.

God is the creator of this whole world, He creates you and me. His only Son, Jesus sacrifices His body at the cross. God creates us, and forgive us. So can you imagine? The creator of everything, forgive us when we always sin and break His heart.

So when the creator of everything forgive us, why not we forgive other people?

Recently many problems happened and many people try to have a fight with me. For example the FAKER's gf la and so on.

Forgive and forget.

Bye~

Bore

Sometimes, ppl just don't appreciate friends. They dump friends when they are not useful anymore or stick with them when they are giving you benefits.

I think I'm becoming this kind of ppl. Not the one getting dumped, but the one who dumps. But I'm more like, err, a bore. Do you get it?

When they asked me out, I'll think of many reasons just want to stay at home. When chatting with friends, seriously, I think I've been ignoring most of them these few weeks. So now I rather just don't sign in MSN or making myself offline in Facebook.

Why? Why am I doing this?

I don't know. I simply don't feel excited anymore when they are organizing hang-out in weekends.

I finished reading ps I love you which I bought two years ago. Holly, who became a bore after turning into a lonely widow, recognized herself as a bitch. She thought she's being selfish, and turning the atmosphere down during the hen night of her best friend. (ps: hen night - a party held by woman who is about to married.) She's being jealous and hating seeing her friends went on in their lives without her.

So Holly has her problem, because losing her love ones.

What about mine? What's the stupid problem that I've been oblivious with it? I don't know, maybe I'm just like the typical teenager, emoing around. LOL.

Ignorance is your new best friend

I'm so sorry that I've been ignoring you recently, I mean my blog.

It's not that I'm lazy to write or what, I just can't think of any thing to write.

Now too.

Okay, let say about the trip.

Yesterday went to KL along with school trip organised my Miss Ho. It was okay only, because I found out all the time I was sticking onto the bus seat, which made me sick.

My leg is aching like it didn't happen in my life before.

But I bought something, at least.

See, I just ran out of things to say. I guess I had already talked my entire life in my blog, LOL.

My friend told me she is more into things like topic about "life'', or something connected to our life. Erm, lol.

Bye.