Aqua Timez ROCKS

I admit most of the time when I am deciding things, emotion come to the first, then rational come to the second. I don't care what would other people think about me, judge me. This is bad, bad enough to kill people, worst enough to commit suicide.

"We cannot satisfy our desperation or desire every time. Like when you ask your mum to buy sweets, NORMALLY, your mum would say no, because she knows if this time she satisfies your desire, then there would be second time, third time and so on. Your mum does this not because the sweets are not good for your health but she has to discipline you." My church Sunday School teacher told us when I was standard 2.

I remember after I knew about this theory, I tried out for the first week, but gave up on the second week, because I was too concern to please myself. We lie, greed, kill, commit any sinful crimes, just to fulfill our satisfaction. In return, there are people who are hurt just to please you.

When you are joking, making fun, or lying to your friends or your siblings please remember one thing, they will get angry at last. If they choose to satisfy themselves, they will also do the same thing on you eventually you will get hurt too. Only if you try not to please yourself at first place, then there will be nothing happen to yourself. Nothing will ever happen to yourself.

For example, your neighbor kills your pet. You are angry, instead of calling police, you try to kill his pet too. So after you kill his pet, he tries to kill your pet again.

I've been learning to control myself since I was a child. If I have to judge myself, I would give myself 1/10. I am failed on this test.

Well, I am writing this because I am bored. LOL.