A letter for u...

err...about wad peidi wrote at her blog...i've sth to speak about..

I've noticed it two years ago. Friendship, school stuff, but not in relationship... All these have stressed me up...BUT it'd passed..i've been through all these...or did i??? I dunno becoz i cant judge myself, oni the GOD can...

Pei Di...i noe recently u seems a bit emo, and stressed, but the only thing tat i want u to noe , never forget tat the GOD is always there, 24 hours...wherever u are and watever things happened, HE's there for U...

---Friendship---
Friends are funny... they can sticked with u when u are benefit to them... They can also IGNORE u when u are mean ntg to them...this is reality...but NOT all... The true fren oni will appear when u are sad... when u are stupid... when u are moody...and when u need them... WHY??? why god create them?? Becoz...God want us to accept them.. and through the tests and difficulties we oni can level up ourselves... for example... U have a fren...U thought she's ur true fren, but after a some time or sth happpened, she started to ignore u and trying to put u aside... BUT if u can accept her, and forgive her, the next time u meet the same person like her, u wont be feeling sad or stressed up, coz u had passed in this test... If u dun pass it, u'll forever having this type of matters!! do u agree with me???

And recently i argued with her...i mean HER not peidi..
we still in cold war, no one's willing to step out to apologize... I noe... i shouldnt be like this... And i noe i shouldnt be scolding her during tat time...
But...what i want her to noe is.. all i've done is mean to help u and letting u to notice tat not everyone accepts the way u fool them... If u read this, i noe, u sure will start cursing me and hating me...coz u think i am a hypocrite rite??

With all my heart and HONESTLY, what i said juz now is the TRUTH...i didnt mean to embarrass u...really... Do u noe tat, u are really a bossy gal?? and no one dare to tell u about tat and steps out to SCOLD u whenever u are doing the wrong thing..really...but i DID it, coz i really dunwan to see u are regretting in the future...in ur working time...and somehow...i think many ppl look down on u...and try to ignore u becoz they think tat u are bossy... I dunwan my fren are looked down nor are put aside...REALLY!!!

TWO years ago, u told me...whatever things happened between u and ur frens, u wont be the 1st one to appologize...i still can remember it... why?? why u'd thinking like tat all the way?? Sighed...i dunno how to make ur thoughts rite...

And one month ago, u'd told me tat u are going to change to a better U...but u seem like getting worst in these weeks... I do really dunwan to hate u, pls, change, b4 i store hatred in my heart.

Next week is ur birthday..and do u still can remember last year, we oso argued during ur birthday?? I think u'd forgotten...nvm...

Today u said u are ntg in ours heart... And also the hanging-out that organised by u are always go wrong, u feel tat u are a failure... DID u think why all these happen?
Did u really think tat its our fault that made ur plan go wrong everytime? Did u think tat?? Yea...u DID..coz u told me b4...

If u read this, i noe, ur sizzling hatred is starting to boil rite?? Prove to me tat wad i said is wrong...prove to me tat u can change...prove to me tat i'm a liar...or else, dun stab or pouring the bad words behind me...i'd had enough..

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