哦买尬！

放假了，那种堕落且在电脑面前消遣人生的生活又开始了。

我想到目前为止，做过最有意义的事情是做Mrs Tan的功课。

哎，放假真让我又爱有恨。。。

再过一个月，就要考试了。上百个的Experiment等着我把它们塞进我巧而小的脑，还有像 Top洗衣粉般的 Sejarah 想洗我的脑，想得美！还有和我没缘份的Physics和等等的科目。。。哦买尬！

此刻，我需要的是动力和意志力。

最好是读几个钟头的书仍然好像在玩Facebook般轻松。

如果Facebook是其中的科目，我想我应该在很多人眼中是“kiasu”的人了咯。。

LOL。。。

祝大家新年快乐。。。

你一定再想为什么是新年快乐？

我也不知道，LOL...

突击检查

今天最劲爆的事情就是在我的学校Spot Check。我一直以来对此事没什么看法，可今天他们的态度真得有点让很多人不爽。

我先说我班的。

首先，小扁一进来，没把我班的杜老师放在眼里就大骂人。小扁一进来就叫我们站起来，印象中他好像连和老师请个安或述说到底发生什么事情的举动都没有。我班的男同学只不过贪玩的说：“站起来？唱国歌是么？”

他就大骂说：

“你们这班是4SDleh，你们以为是4VA啊？！那位男生有种就出来说一遍你刚刚讲的东西！连基本礼貌尊重人都不会！”

那么，他的意思是不是4va的人就不会尊重人吗？

连我班的老师都还没有教训那位男同学，他凭他是台湾当今贪污首相吗?

再来，当他在搜有位女同学的书包时，全班的人都起哄。废话！当然起哄啦，女生的书包当然是由女巡查员搜查啦！他难道一点意识都没有吗？大多女生会带卫生棉到学校，如果女生知道有男生搜查过她的书包，一定会尴尬到不行。

可小扁不这样认为，他在那边大喊说：

“So What??!! It's just a small piece~~ 你们的头脑可以不可以不要那么古板吗？？”

Piece 你的头啦！英文不会讲又爱讲，你被抓去关监牢，台湾真的很peace啦！

接着，就是学记的相机被没收。他的相机被没收，我没话可说，因为有时他的相机在学校有另用途。

可是在向他索取他的相机的那位巡查员的态度欠佳。一开始就没有人要和她吵架的意思，可是开口闭口就在那里用骂人的语气和那位学记讲话。

我并不是从鸡蛋里挑骨头，但至少memory card 还给他吧？手机被没收都可以拿回sim card，但那位学记和他拿回她又不给。

只记得她很理直气壮地说：

“Madam XXX说，条规上有哪一条文说学记可以带相机？”

试问，哪一条文说学记不可以带相机啊？

接着，听说有一部分AJK有没收liquid，有一部分没有。

这是什么东西？？是在试我们的忍耐度吗？可不可以做东西可以统一一点吗？这班有收，那班又没有收？？

再接着，我还亲眼看到有AJK从自己的铅笔盒拿掉一些东西。

我还是觉得搜查我们的巡查员应该由老师择日突击检查他们。

还是不说啦，等下不知道哪一个老师又看到。。

Plain

Hey guys!

It's been a while since the last time I updated my blog.

I'm going to be very busy for the following weeks.

It's all about lisan and oral test this week which means a lot of memorizing work have to be done.

I'm going to Ipoh next Wednesday where I can meet with the Hillsong, and enjoying moments with my friends at the Ipoh Parade. Uh, I just can't wait for that day!!

And I'm praying I won't have any stomach ache or losing money things to be happened.

Thursday I'm participating a competition. It's a drawing and colouring on a flag competition. The theme will be something like I-love-Malaysia or satu Malaysia. Because this month is the patriotic month. So, that means there will be tons of competition related with patriotism.

Everyone knows how not patriotic I am, haha.

Well, I'm form 4, next year surely I won't be taking part on such activities.

Then Saturday I'm going to KL for my aunt's wedding.

Oh yea, I'm reading Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code. I heard someone told me that's a wash-brain novel for the Christian. I don't think I'm so weak and vulnerable that I would be trusting Jesus was actually married to Mary Magdalene after reading the novel.

And this book is very difficult for me to understand.

I have my dictionary with me all the time when reading this book. Don't laugh, I'm learning English okay??

Oh yea, I just got into Scrabble final. LOL... That would be amusing during the final.

Definition of happiness

Today, I feel extremely happy.

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Enjoying the moments with my friends, and smiling by just looking at them..

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Looking at the blue sky, thinking that I might looking at God.

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Feel what we had last time. Appreciate it all over again..

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Sorrows and burdens are taken away, make yourself a little bit more lighter. Just like the balloons.

Hang Tuah

I've just heard a shockingly news. The malay hero hang tuah was actually a CHINESE!!

The hangs' were being assigned to protect Parameswara who asked the Ching Dynasty for protection.

The hangs' were just some protector for the ungrateful king Parameswara.

AND

Researches hired by our government found out the oldest tomb in Kelantan which is far more older than the so-called batu bersurat . Surprisingly it's belong to Chinese and it's 900 years old.

Being landed first in Malacca doesnt mean malay is the first in Malaysia because during that time, the road to the other side of the coast is too long for them where the chinese has landed far more earlier!!!

http://www.usj.com.my/bulletin/upload/showthread.php?t=5986

一定要叫“老师”meh? 不能“美女师”么？

最近，我都一直在想我的前途啊。

我有在考虑要不要当老师，因为妈妈说我很适合当老师。

可是最近我班的老师都很凶，一直都在骂人。千篇一律地说：“你是好班的，怎么可以这样。。。。” 当然不是在骂我啦，我已经金盆洗手很久了，就改过知心的意思啦。

所以，当老师的念头，有点“摇摇欲坠”。

从小到大，我也都很想当辅导老师，一直到很想要了解坏学生的心情。我曾经看过一本书籍，述说一位辅导老师说辅导过的case。

每一位人的性格和态度并不是天生的，而是因为家庭背景的因素。他们也许很坏，但曾经拥有的单纯心灵是不会改变的，只要教导他们，了解他们。

可是最近有一位辅导老师在我的班代体育节的课，又要忙top ten 的trip。那是辅导老师该做的meh? 学校的庆典，需要布置，我就会看到很多辅导老师很忙，颁奖典礼也一样。

没有老师要做的话，就是他们顶上去。

不好当啦。。。

昨晚我妈告诉我最近又一直呆在电脑前面。

我说我很懒惰读书，不如嫁人算啦？

她说：“你会有人要meh？ 叫你收个衣服，很大阵状leh。”

不用紧，我会cpr吗。。。

Thousand-in-thousand

Yesterday was BSMM teamwork competition. One year had passed since the last time teamwork competition. Click here to recall the previous teamwork competition.

This year was the last year for me to take part in this competition, I feel more enjoy than nervous during the competition.

I'm glad I know how to do CPR, so that next time when a hunk or cool guy drowned in the swimming pool or anywhere ( just like the drama scene), I can save him, then end up married with him. LOL!!

Back to the topic. Erm, last year the accident scene was at the school field near the basketball court and under the two big trees there. Xiao Hua was the mangsa 4 ( mangsa whom we apply cpr). There was no prob for him to become the mangsa, but it's terror when he was lying in the car during the accident scene. So, yesterday before my group's turn, there were still some Xiao Hua's terror aftermath. Some group member started to discuss how they were tortured when carrying him.

LOL. You know la, he's quite "chubby"...

This year, the accident scene was at 4SD class (LOL, don't know wether Chow Juan text books got kena the fake blood or not) . Whoever thought of the accident scene is quite creative lo~

First of all, the mangsa 4 ( Samuel) was a person who commited suicide by hanging himself near chow juan's place. But 4SD class was locked purposely from inside by Ching Liang ( I dunno which mangsa she was), you had to open the door by advising her. I think she was suffering shock or what.

You cannot save Ching Liang and Samuel in the class, because the class which was a house, was full of smoke (story line). You got to bring them to the outside unless you and the mangsa would die caused by the heavy smoke.

Samuel is quite heavy lo... But my ketua and I ( both are girls and very skinny that type mehhhhhhh~) managed to carry him to outside.

So I start to apply CPR on him. SO MANY DISTRACTIONS from the bekas la~

Especially ah bao jie, she keeps on telling others the lame mistake I made last time. ==

We usually have to shout "ARE YOU OKAY" at both his ears and nudge the mangsa. Then seek attention and help by shouting HELP! HELP to the surroundings. The lame mistake I made was I shouted "Are You Okay" to the surroundings and HELP at the mangsa ears.

So back to the accident scene.

I managed to save his life back but he was still unconscious. Due to the ambulance had reached quite a long time, I got to send him to the ambulance before it went away instead of making him in the meniarap tiga suku position.

Have to carry him again.. =="

Well, as usual my muscles ache like never happen before.

The marching competition is around the corner. =,=

Got to go to school like the past weeks.

Bye, gonna do karangan lo....

我的帆船破洞了

犹记那年的幽幽琴声，我在很努力地了解其中的自由。岁月却忍心离开，我后悔当时的决定，当时沉默的决定。如今却才发现来不及，已经太迟了。

过了三年，才决定在教会服侍。如今，在这里的时候也不多了。

我在犹豫，是不是应该继续留在这读中六，一方是因为我对未来的去向没有把握的决定，一方我真得很想留下。

我没有方向，没有梦想。有的话，都是异想天开的那一种。

什么画家啦，摄影师，作家。。。。

甚至朋友叫我去当谐星，想想，其实也没什么不好啦。。==

在海浪漂泊已久，无掌舵的船只，没有去向也没有方向。累了，也只能一直向前，因为没法停下来。所以说，一个人可以堕落，但不可以没有梦想，因为会很累。

是不是把扑满打破了，梦想就会实现？

问题是，啥是我的扑满？

还是我继续在海浪漂泊，乘着海风，等待我的贵人出现，然后。。。。。。。。。。嫁人算了，哈哈哈哈哈。

煎个蛋要三百年，还是算了。

我我我我我我我我我我我还是听周杰伦的歌到老算啦。（正在听霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍元甲）

希望掠过天边，我想我知道应该怎么做了。祷告。

如果有一天在海上迷路了，你应该会碰到我，记得跟我say hi!

知之为知之，不知为不止，是知也。

今天，本姑娘要谈一谈现今青少年的疯狂。

说到青少年，现在谈恋爱的普遍到好像吃干捞面一样。

你一定在想和干捞面有什么关系？

那不是重点。

谈恋爱其实没有问题，人总会有感情嘛。。

问题却变到很大，当青少年谈恋爱的目的非凡。

我不知道从那里听到说，有一对情侣（中学生）在我的学校的某一个课室做哪一个东西（understood) ，不小心让 jaga 听到。==

他们真的好无聊也，那时是下午班上课的时候，你可以想象课室外有很多学生走动和吵闹声，甚至还有我学校那么泄气的钟声来当伴乐。可能远方的课室还传来- 起立，行礼，老师午安的声音。

还有，听说有一对情侣随着学校学会的trip去云顶，他们住在同一间房。

本来，单纯的我以为他们也许只是谈心事。

事实却没那么简单。

有一位同学，好像不小心看到那男同学去买 french cap。（自己google)

夜深的时候，还有人去敲他们的房间，男同学只露出他的头，不愿意开门给他们。

当然，这两则故事有待证实。

最近，刚考完试，听到有一些学生作弊。

我在考试期间，牺牲了下午和晚上的睡眠，牺牲了上网的时间，牺牲了父母的金钱买了一大堆作业。而这些作弊的同学，却可以那么轻松的考试。重点是，他们的成绩和我差不多一样。

每个人都必须要为自己的过犯负责任。没有付出心血的考试，你理所当然的要硬着头皮拿那不好的成绩。

有同学在考Bio的时候，直接拿了bio书出来看。

有同学在考Moral的时候，直接拿了Nilai list出来抄。

考试带手机来学校，和朋友sms讨论答案。

而这些都是来自SCIENCE班。

我不明白，不明白为什么他们可以做弊做得那么理所当然。而我却读bio读到抓头发，读physics读到要崩溃了，背nilai背到差点要写facebook 的 email 给najib。

其实，也都已经十六岁了。你也许需要的是到火堆里烧一烧，让自己“成熟”一些，或是你需要的是一面墙壁，让自己面壁思过，必要时去撞墙。==

越说越气，不说了。

加油，同学们！

枯叶伤感地、写意地随风飘，深深地意表着时间的流逝。

我努力的张开双手拥抱未来，却不知道何时的努力变得好吃力。

不停地怀念过去的悠闲，却不知情未来的哪一刻又是在怀念曾经失去的当下。到头来，什么都没得到，不停地错过。

昨天，前ntv7主播刘子贤到我的学校和我们谈人生。他的重点不多，因为时间不足。

他曾经患癌在死亡的边缘徘徊着，后来成功逃出魔掌。以不同的角度看待人生的他，教我们如何活得有意义------活在当下。

我不知道为什么在这年头，我变得很喜欢说人生大道理，也许在不同的人生阶段，会有不一样的感慨吧。。。

最近，都在忙着应付考试。

上课、听课、下课、补习、功课、熬夜应付考试。

这样的生活，可能我还不了解其中的那踏实的乐趣。

不过，我将会怀念这一切。

这是不知道在那一位大学生的blog所了解到的东西。

最后跟你们分享好笑的事情。

我二姐知道我一直都有上文学课，所以想了解一些中国文学的东西。

我告诉她什么是唐诗宋词元曲，过后我又问她又没有听过唐诗三百首吗？

她告诉我：“噢，唐诗三百首这我知道，唐伯虎写的吗。。” ==